The night before
The bravado kicks in
Uh oh here we go
Hold that stance baby
For as long as you can
The slipping away
The sense of self
The confidence rising
You’re soaring
Until you’re not
Everything turns to gold
And you wanna touch it
Everything!
Touch Touch Touch
Nothing’s off limits
You broke it
Silly girl
You just can’t help it can you
Go ahead and try
dig your heels in
Deeper
It don’t matter
Slam your cards down on the table
HaHa!
Panic later
The falling isn’t easy
Don’t wanna get up
This time
Can’t
Stare in meditation
Until you feel nothing
The faded memories
Try to remember
Try to forget
All the wrong turns
Swallow
That are cringe worthy
Swallow it down
The whys and what fors
Swallow it whole
The harping and harping
and harping and harping
The puking it up
No one needs to see you
No one wants to hear it, hon