I snapped

On and on and on again

Never feeling a thing

Going thru the motions

Definitely not the (e)motions

And i guess thats what inevitably 

Brought us here

To this place.

In the end.

Or the beginning

However you want to see it

To this sad, lonely, angry..hurtful,

painful little place

There was never a thought

No anxiety

While i was pretending to live

You went and blindsided me.

It was however

Exactly what i needed

I was sleeping so sweetly

And soundly

Maybe even dreaming

Goo goo

And gaah gaah-ing

Im here now

I snapped to attention

Real fast