Is this it

Barks in the night

And alone, so alone.

Shifty

Eyes wide

Wine to lips

Velvety.

What’s that?

What’s that, you say!?

I’m dying!

I’m dying!

Is this it? 

This could be it.

Too much humility

Too much pride

Even when it all goes white

Even when i don’t feel 

Even when panic sets in 

Wide eyed

Cant breathe

Shaking

Heart racing

Scared to move

Cant spell anything

Cant speak

There you are!!!

I pour out my wine

I swear it off! 

And i forget everything