I can’t go horizontal

You go horizontal

You have to. 

Your words not mine

I cant

I sit and watch black sky turn light

Hours, minutes, seconds

Go by

So fast 

I wait and i watch and i pace 

Clinging and holding on and grasping

I cant let it go

I want to hold onto every single moment

Forever

It escapes and its gone

Otherwise!

And eventually

So am i