masochist

If youre small enough

You can move through anything

(At the quantum level)

I wish i were small

Why do i hate myself so much?

I wish i could disappear

Sometimes. 

Most of the time.

Im such a masochist

Ive realized

Over time.

I think im actually trying to gain weight

I said the other day.

Why would you do that??

If you want to disappear?

I think i always thought id be great

Larger than life

Maybe.

Maybe i havent

(Always thought that)