Booze it up baby

look at any great writer or artist

and i’ll bet a booze addiction

had something to do with it.

(Fueled it or quelled it)

when i say “great writer”

it’s my own personal taste

I’m speaking of those who

are most likely truly offensive

or make you blush

or embarrassed 

or cry

or make the pit of your stomach ache

with the beauty and the passion

that is brought to life

through the mere use of words.

a great writer has seen and done

what no one should have

to experience

until they imagine it

in another’s personal account

or story.

A writer can capture the very essence

of how much beauty there is

in tragedy, travesty

they know it, live it

so well

can still taste and smell 

and are so tormented 

and haunted

by the memories

of what has been done

and what has been seen.

all the shameful acts

and dirty thoughts.

once the blood is on your hands

there’s no going back.

booze it up baby!

somehow you have to numb out

the constant overstimulation

that plagues the brain

and the flood waters of emotion

that could make one absolutely 

insane

so it’s the only way.

booze!

and thats what i’ll say

is my justification for 

the harmonious relationship 

between drugs, booze 

and the plight of the artist.

if you can’t somehow rope in

and hog tie 

the weight of the world

and the human condition

that you were lucky enough

to inherit as yours and yours alone.

be sensitive to

and feel compassion and 

responsibility for

then what will happen 

in the solitary fight,

in your own private battle

deep inside your own mind.

Creating.

Writing.

to make everything

in the entire fucked up

world right

it won’t end well

so booze it up baby!

and don’t apologize.