Nihilistic Nightmare
I’m at my best around misfits
But even they are skeptical
Of my intentions
Stop and ask myself often sometimes
You still with it
You still in the game
You ready to call it quits yet?
It comes in waves
Sometimes it swallows me whole
Sometimes it doesn’t
Sometimes I can save myself
Sometimes not
Charcoal lines slash
This way and that
What’s the point anyway
You’re given a life you never asked for
You toil away endlessly
Damn right hedonistically
You never said no pigs..
Sorry
If you’re lucky
You find someone to commiserate
To bide your time with
Endure til you die with
There is no profound meaning
Nothing more to philosophize about
So stop already
Am I missing anything?
I feel the downward spiral
The slipping away
The closing in
The darkness
The repeating
The forgetting
The stuttering
The long blank stares
The guilt
Unfinished business
I had a dream and you were in it
I dreamt you were someone you’re not
In the dream we fit but real life
Says we don’t..
You think you’re so free
I’m the one with no worry
What are you so free from?
I can’t write music if you’re sitting on my dick
And I can’t write poetry when you’re on my nuts
Glimpses
Bring the sad sap in
I’m not and never will be
rearing
I can be a narcissistic dick
If I wanna