Blah badday blah blah blah
​Sad eyes
Dark eyes
Shadows dance between
Right and left ventricle
All I want to do is sleep
See everything but
Can’t focus on anything
Brain reeling
It’s heavy
Feeling hands and arms bracing
For what comes next
Dizzyness
Vertigo
Thousand yard stares
I stumble and
Blah badday blah blah blah
Serotonin not transmitting
Not regulating impulses
I guess…
Your love story put on hold
I belonged to him
Before you were even thought of
Draw myself a getaway scene and jump in